To me, God is my close friend, my father, my lover. He provides, love me, comfort me, teach me and accompany me so I won't be lonely. I hate authorities so I won't see him as Lord or king. I am happy he is the creator but I don't like to be commanded. I do whatever I want to.
In chapter 19 and 20, God ensured his role of Lord and his absolute requests from us. Either die or live, no borderline. He intentionally wanted the Israel to be afraid of him. So, they are less likely to do the wrong thing.
Because I never afraid of God, I do whatever I want to. I made tons of mistake, hurting myself. I never control myself from it. It's like swimming freely in a dirty pond. I thought it's freedom but as a matter of fact, I live in the dark.
The ten commandments God gave Israel and all of us, I have committed all. Only he knows and I know. When there is sin, you can't sleep well. Dreams keep coming up and shoulder keeps being tense after hours of sleep. No one can escape from self and God no matter how well he cheated the world.
When he says "Thy shall not..." just do it! For there is no better way for a peaceful life.
Exodus19/20
In chapter 19 and 20, God ensured his role of Lord and his absolute requests from us. Either die or live, no borderline. He intentionally wanted the Israel to be afraid of him. So, they are less likely to do the wrong thing.
Because I never afraid of God, I do whatever I want to. I made tons of mistake, hurting myself. I never control myself from it. It's like swimming freely in a dirty pond. I thought it's freedom but as a matter of fact, I live in the dark.
The ten commandments God gave Israel and all of us, I have committed all. Only he knows and I know. When there is sin, you can't sleep well. Dreams keep coming up and shoulder keeps being tense after hours of sleep. No one can escape from self and God no matter how well he cheated the world.
When he says "Thy shall not..." just do it! For there is no better way for a peaceful life.
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