After a prayer meeting, I have this nice long chat with sister. About career, love and sex. Never thought of talking sex with sister. I guess it's just love opens our heart and now we can just talk about anything. I reveal my weakness to her. It was kind of relief in a way. Especially she cares about me. She takes my weakness serious. I guess love can heal everything. God's love heal our sisterhood. Her love opens my heart to share with her on everything. Love is not sex or vice versa. I never know love. But I feel like knowing it better and better. One thing I realize from the chat, I am lusty and I am childish in relationship. Doing no good to my future marriage if I ever want one. Yes, I must get more equipped for my Mr. Right!