About 60 percents of my life so far are at low spirit. I used to go back to my cave, seal the entrance until everything is fine. As a girl, I know it's kinda weird. I guess I just have no confidence in anyone. No one I can reply on. Seriously, I've been thinking the pros and cons of this method (I named it hide-and-heal). Is it the only way or the best way to go through recession in life?
The pros:
A. feel so cool
B. Show independent
C. increase own ability in crisis
D. keep an mystery image among friends
E. no responsibility to others
F. keep self off from any discussion/judgement and hence avoiding to get hurt
However, there are far more cons for hide-and-heal:
A. feel lonely/isolated/not loved or cared
B. one brain, limited solutions VS more brains, variety of solutions
C. talking itself can release stress
D. easier to get trapped in negative thoughts for being alone
E. satan loves us being like that (so easy to beat us)
F. eventually become someone self-centered, selfish, insensitive, and people who can't love
G. give up chances in establishing trusty with friends
H. take relatively longer time to reclaim
I. friends eventually won't offer to help because they feel rejected or they are misled that we actually prefer no support
J. experiment proofed shorter lifespan for loners
K. give up chances to grow in interacting with people (even getting hurt or being misunderstood can brush us up and make us a stronger person)
After those self-talking, I figured "stupidity" is the only word to describe the previous me. Well, God gives me 2 hands to reach out for help, a mouth to share my feelings, eyes to cry on friends, feet to get out of the cave. Dumb like me just shake my head and pushed everybody and my fortune away!
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