One fine day! Doctor said my knee is totally healed but scolded me for lack of exercise. I have been lazy and pathetic and it's time to gear up and move. I know and he is so right. This year, I will do exercise three times a week.
In the blood testing clinic, I was given a lecture in hepB (again!) It's like reminding me again to be optimistic and do my own part in keeping in a good shape. Years of being emotional in it, it's time to get out of the mist, free myself in health condition and have confidence in living the best of myself.
Collecting clothes from tailor, I asked her if she remembered making doggies shirt for me once. She did and asked how's my dog. I told her he is gone. I can tell people about that now. When she greets me happy new year, there is warm in my heart. For the people who care about me, who have hope on me, who respect me, who look up to me, who love me, and it's been almost a year now. No matter how regret I am, how much I miss him, I must forget and forgive myself. Be a happy and free soul again! From now on!
Daddy suddenly asks me on the dinner table. That if Jesus will come the second time. I know he heard my pray. I seize this opportunity and tell him what happen to us when Jesus come again. Tell him not to worship fake god. Tell him he is blessed because I am that he should have peace without the fungshui setting or other god. Holyspirit leads me to tell him that we all die and go somewhere. He believe in no life after death and that give him excuse in not seriously worry about after life. It comes up to my mind and I tells him about the book "the nine minutes of death". Without any plan, we walks to a Christian shop just a few steps from our restaurant. Dad finds the book himself! I know he listened to my pray and is working on him. I know one day he has mercy on him and will save his soul for me.
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