Mother is still angry with dad for not going to Japan with her. Of course I found her ridiculous as most of the times. But knowing her getting herself panic phobia, I don't want to see that. She is a very insecure and stubborn person and very immature. Very pride, controlling and annoying. However, after all all she needs is love. I just hope I have more love for her. So I spent more time with her recently. Bring her to ocean park, invite her to my place for the sauna and will accompany her to shanghai next week. I do feel extra burden with her on my shoulder sometimes. But I must admit I feel more comfy with her sometimes when she loves me back and has more flexibility. I am very poor in patient recently and she reminds me of the anxiety feeling. I really need God's support for all these.
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