genogram1

need to start with genogram. dinner w dad probing for his side of detail. Finally I find dad’s life more concrete. tiny details glue things together making a whole picture. It requires patient to listen but worthy. I’m glad there’s no resistance from him. of course at the end topic finds its way to wicked mom. it hurts when I discover that I am non-existed in his side of family. on the way walking back home alone, I want to cry. but then I started to glad and understand more about my passive, insensitive and carefree personality. If I don’t have this gifts, I wonder how I survive all the way to this point! maybe I shouldn’t self pity the way I am. I can celebrate it and gladly embrace the coming changes! long way to go to finish genogram. mom side is more complicated.. God bless me