Bad dream again... So frustrated of bad dream reminding me all the past. I ask God, I haven't even think abt them. How can I stop them attacking me in the night. I really need to wake up refresh. In the dream, I met him again. He kept the same one length curly haircut. He brought me to the cha chan teng. In the dream, he got on my nerve again just like before. I felt familiar, intimacy, regret, but wait... there's no passion or affection. Then we found dad on the next table. I woke up and felt really tired, empty, alone, and helpless. What is this dream abt? I miss him? I want him back? I gotta kiss the past goodbye? I pray for strength and say goodbye to him when I awoke. It's torturing to keep having these dream every morning. Pls release me, free me from my past. I am ready to go!