Regular liver check-up today. Same old comment from doctor. Nothing better nothing worse. Bouffff... I actually keep hoping to stop medication. But Doctor Cheung seems to find my idea not feasible. Unless I plan to pregnant, otherwise it's not wise to take the risk. In other word, pregnant becomes risky to me. Hearing that, I feel my frozen heart. Of course I got no plan for now on pregnancy. But I do look forward to a family of my own with kids in the picture. On the way home in the cap, I look above, inside screaming, I beg God for giving me a chance to practise love in my own family. To give me another chance to love again. To give me a chance to learn motherhood and experience the unconditional love as a mother ...