It is a moody day to me. In the piano lesson, I got really frustrated repeating the notes. I was asked why I looked so annoyed. Hey, what do I know! Counted the days, not period. Check my spiritual chart, not that low for I kept pray and reading bible almost everyday. What is it then? Maybe cousin's sad news are pulling me down? Maybe job hunting hit me real hard on my face? Maybe hormone is calling and no way out? God knows. I ask God, no reply this time. Headache is killing me. Lying in sofa, turn on msn. Chat a little, check some emails. Call F to check out something. Ah ha! She needs me right there. She was struggling with in potential affair. Dangerous!!!! My soul is all awaked. Consume all my mind set and dig out all bible learning and lifely spiritual experience to pull her out. Stand her up. Strengthen her. Remind her not alone and victory we already are! There I go. I got all awake and boredom all gone. Maybe the down is meant for pushing me to make this call? Maybe this call is to wake me up from unreasonable mood? God knows. But I give thanks for I am single. For I am free to choose. For the spare time and mind to refresh and feel God every movement on me.