Everyone gets new job except me. What's the problem with me? Not trying hard enough? Trying too hard? Not letting go my own desire? Am I being punished? Or some really great and special plan will be happening on me? buff.... never been that frustrated. Waiting..I spend years to wait... wondering when will it end.. the things I want for all these years. nothing for me. sick of happy for others. sick of hiding and pray. faith is shaking again.