I have no idea how long my leg will be totally fine. It begins to drive me crazy. My birthday is coming and I have to tied up at home going nowhere. I can't even get myself to work that I have to work at home. Boy, it's so boring and not healthy in terms of social life. I need to be surounded with friends and strangers especially in summer. Otherwise, my spirit get easily dried up.
Have been seeing doctor for 2 months. Got my 1st physiotherapy done yesterday. It was so not a good experience. He rubbed my knee and it hurt so much. He bended my leg until I couldn't stand the pain. Yesterday night, my knee was swelling and burning. Now I am ordered to bend my knee everyday as much as I can. Feeling really bad about it.
I want to see the movie "Da Vinci Code". But I can't go anywhere. Wanna buy nice lighting and a bookshelf but again, I am a prison now!
Beginning to feel like isolating myself again. I am worrying about my mental health...
