I understand a little

Read a message saying God dont lead his people to a wealthy land. God dont lead them out of suffering. God is to free them from worshipping him, to be able to build an intimate relationship with him. Some suffer may bring us closer to him. In contrast, wealthy land may keep us away from him. I suddenly understand a little. If I am committed to a family now, I wouldn't have had this free heart on him. I will never find him that close, that supportive, that only to my everyday every moment. God teach me to enjoy be with you even with friends, career, family. So I am well prepared to have my own famly too. But I will wait and enjoy the time with you solely for now.