My heart is full of joy and thanks. For He not only listen to my prays, but not listen to my blames, sent me friends, church friends, little sis v, to support, care and pray for me, and provide a good doctor. After all, the big "fibroid" was only some FAT! And the tiny one is not a matter. We'll just do regular check of the size. So... when I am so worry about painful procedure, God said no procedure is required!
I learnt many from this experience.
1. Share not only joy but worries to others. Let them support and be a part in it.
2. Pray seule, in group, pray for others
3. Faith! I tried so hard to find doctor and information and source from friends. What I got is increasing anxiety. No faith, I sink. With faith, I could go through as easy as flying in the cloud.
4. Anytime care for the others, not self! When I become more self-focus, I started to postpone caring for others and think it's normal and reasonable. But Holy spirit made me feel the urge of my friend L. I must invite L and Y for a pray meeting asap. Never thought of that pray meeting is actually for myself. And for friendship. And for building their faith too. Haleluja!
5. With less faith, we pray for little. God shows me he can do much more than that! Silly me! I was afraid to ask for more.
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