Monday, October 9, 2006

A Train with no Driver

There is a feeling recently. A petit voice inside of me, whispering what I really want, who I really am. I refuse to admit and try not be it. Then I see myself walking there step by step. It's like I never plan to but I found myself already there!
It is all the matter of perception. We are told how we should be, who we are, what we should do and what shouldn't do. I see myself as a person without boundaries. But seems that no one tell me it's a good thing. Inside of me, there is pride of being such a person. From time to time, I feel like screaming for the feeling of being trapped.
I am almost there. I am not sure if it's totally wrong. But I see myself kind of out of control. I don't know what it'll lead to. I don't know ...I can't do anything now for it's a bit too late

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