So Stress lately! Dad's company is closing. Coming 3 months are critical. Don't want to get into anymore debt. Let him close it gracefully. Their lives will be different so as mine. I couldn't imagine how it would be but I must believe it will be fine. I know who holds tomorrow. I wish we can be health and wealthy now and then. I hate worrying about tomorrow. I hate those muscle pain. My headache is killing me. God release me from silly future.