Work becoming heavy recently. Get off at 8pm tonite. Long chat with L last nite. So tired today. Pulling the tired and sad body home, call dad on the way. He got more succi than me. About business. I feel sad for he still struggle for work at his age. But he's not listening. What can i do? There's too many thing I can't do. Reach home, grab some junk into mouth and watch Chi vs Cub. I was crying for no reason in front of the match with the junk in my hand. The sad feeling is not leaving me alone. Roommate asked me if I wanna go hiking this sunday... don't wanna do nothing.