Breast Cancer?!

Left breast feeling a bit of pain lately. So go for check this week. Bomb, there is something inside. A fibroid? Cancer? Dunno yet! Enough to drag me down. I pray while dr is checking. Miriclely, I got peace inside. "Kid, nothing to worry, you are mine!" He said. Report will take a couple days. Then will consult dr for next action with the report. Life is a rollercoaster! I guess the down feeling doesn't come from the breast problem but no one to share and care. Well, the only one I had told by now is dad, who gave no comment as if it was just a bite by mosquito. The incapable of sharing my situation hurt me a bit. Today, I shared with one of my best friend J. She will pray for me and I felt better. But the most comfort I got from unexpectly - my little sis in the states. While we were sharing Christian's life and struggles and faith and thankful experience, just like that, I found myself feeling better and better. We shout haleluja almost at the same time. How can I not see God so love me and my whole family. And that he announces in our conversation that, He will not abandon me, ever!