insecure maniac

A word to descibe a waiting-for-love woman sometimes can't breath often bother by the pass the feeling so close to the end find no reason to go on from time to time exhaust even for a single step extremely scared of being alone for the rest of the life yet can't settle for ordinary what will happen to this kind of woman suffer from her own emotion not able to enjoy life before marriage but after marriage, she'll find out those were the best time ever in life that she did whatever she wanted then she gets to learn the different of tangible and intangible "soucis" the truth is waiting-for-love woman got too much time to think got too much resources to spend got too much freedom ending up focus too much one oneself open up! reach the world! you are so much more than that!