Monday becomes Sauna day with mother. Frankly, it's not my plan. I don't want to see her every week. I need buffer between us or I get impatient and stressed. God is training me to have intimacy with people. He trains me because I am the daughter he loves. And it's for my own good. In that case, I have to try accepting it. Mother came yesterday. She was not well but better control in her emotion. When I peeked her eating what I cooked for her in the mirror, I felt satisfied and happy. When we shared the couch watching TV together, I felt relax and comfy. Yes I am that simple. When I have love inside, it's not that hard to do anymore.
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