Angel or Evil ?

Every day of living, we encounter so many Angel/Evil. It required spiritual wisdom to be able to deal with them and to be safe. The first week of this work, I met this angel-like person. This person told me to protect myself from getting hurt by someone closed to me." Then we became friends starting to share spiritual experience, background, family, to exchange present, to grow together and support each other at work place. But then I eventually figure this person is very sensitive , emotional, defensive, and find the negative thought to be sophisticated and wisdom. This person is spreading around the negative power in the office and I do not like it. Wait a minute, I should have known this person for long time. Who is it? Ah.. That was me! I was very emotional. I enjoyed negative thought. I liked to get attention with my tragic feeling. I even got irritated with always-optimistic-people. I would counsel them to be more realistic and be more able to protect themselves. That's was me! I was spreading negative power everywhere. Hopefully, I was not like that anymore. God changed me and now He is training me to be a more charming person. I would not need to be attractive using my tragic stories. Moreover, I can use my experience to help others and be more understanding. Even that, I was hurt by this Angel. Last week, this person was beginning to throw sharp words to me, against me, accused me and distrusted me. Just because I was too aggressive and too task-oriented in this job. (For sure, there are things I need to learn from this incident especially on relationship) But it was just too ironic that this person personally presented the meaning of our first conversation. Yesterday angel. Tomorrow evil. I can only say.. Human beings are weak. They hurt you before they realize it. Well... To be sheep is good. But just always be prepared to speak snake's language anytime and anywhere. Or may He trained me to be hurt without scar. So I have everlasting love for the most unlovable person like myself and this person at work.