roomate

I think God send me this roommate to make me learn. We are both slow people. For a year of observation, we finally get along so well. We watched movies together. Shop together. Cook together. Lots of girls talk together about our family, relationship, past and future. Frankly she brought me back lots of college memory. Only more mature and know how to share. We have very similar way of thinking despite our background, experience, age even nation. If not for God to send her to me, how can I ever meet someone like her. She is leaving 2 mths from now. We become even closer. Thinking back this 2 years are charming and fruitful from merging in Joy and her. I no longer afraid of intimacy now because of meeting them. I really want us to be friends forever. I wish them all the best even not. I promise to grow each day in relationship and intimacy.

Testimony is very important in christian life. Have I ever do that after all that grace He has given to me? Am I afraid? Because there're many stuff that I can't tell. What exactly am I afraid of? I want my life to be bright as the light on the table. I want my life to magnify God. Maybe my faith isn't pure enough. Maybe I doubt when I pray. Maybe I am framed by what the world has taught me. Maybe I limit God's work on me. If that is so, Jesus please release me from all that fake. Please renew me and make me a child with pure heart in front of you. Please accept me, embrace me, use me.