Another housing issue family-wise: only this is a luxury version. Ma and v bought a house together jeopardizing their/our relationship(if there is any). Our family norm is money. Although we were brought up differently. Amazing huh! I guess the bad mother side effect was severe although we never mention. After all, I conclude greed is the sin to cause this result. Aftermath is uncontrollable. They both cracked down, exhausted, ruin... It dig out our family dark side that we've buried for years. Maybe God thinks it's time to confront w it(her). I just ask God to give v and I strength, wisdom and love. And don't let us ruin your name.

Got this pressure from family members on the issue of sis new flat. They blame me for finding such expensive flat for her. Stuck her in this financial situation. In the past, I would start blaming myself. But on this issue, I pray all the way and both m and I see God's hand all the way through. How would it be a mistake? Still I worry her pressure in finding a flatmate. But I m gonna ask God to lead.

Day out with Lars: Lars is a german I met at a guitar bar in BJ. I don't expect we would actually meet again. Six hours we talked a lot on the minibus, walking in causeway bay, at sidewalk cafe in stanley, at cha chan teng, and at a pub. There are many similar thoughts between us. It was not fun but really comfortable being with him despite my limited expression. We talked about love, travel, politics(the most we talking abt) work, dream... but there seems not to be romance. Maybe he is testing me. Maybe there's no chemistry. Dunno whatever... it's was a brilliant date though. Who care if we'll see again.