Coming back from china trip, met H yesterday. His experience in marriage always convinces me in new love angle. He reminds me when I fall in love now. Don't be too experienced. Don't think too much. Don't apply examples from friends. Try to be flexible because 3+ already make us too stubborn. Unlike 20+ who can easily adapt into someone else life style. I feel like still miles away from true love.

Finally MJ...

A sad day. Received bad news of MJ in the morning. Read a lot of his positive and negative life. Remind me of my school life. Went to spa but I was surprise how sad it made me. For the whole day, ex C kept ran into my mind. How he loved me and how he hurt me kept coming up. My heart sank. Probably because he used to like MJ. Otherwise I can't think of any other reason. Even a comedy show couldn't light up my evening. It was a sad day! I only wish it won't go on to tmr. coz tmr I need strength to fight. Will bring dad to church.

Another thanks giving. God give me this chance and great partner to visit BJ. Love him so much. Thanks for closing down schools. Thanks for Dad's bday gift a new professional camera. Well, it's pretty heavy to me but photos taken are REALLY impressed! Looking forward to build me new trip album.

God is faithful. He listen to my prayer. Lead me on every single step. I understand now a little bit more how to listen to God's voice. When I pray for God's will, he whisper in my heart. Hold my hand and draw the dot and line. What I do is to listen carefully. Trust him not doubt. Do what he whisper in my heart bit by bit. Voila! The whole picture is so beautiful! Praise him and thanks him! (experience of finding a flat for m)

Time flies fast. I will be passing most of the 30s by tomorrow. I must be more aggressive in living well. Feel like counting down from now. Family, career, purpose of life, where is my ultimate goal? At least get one hit in coming 3 years. Keep energetic, stay young, keep hoping! The most importantly, don't compare! Living up my life full and meaning. Love is what I wanna focus on. Anyway, dined w best friend and sis, nice and cozy. Drink with friends at hotel bar. Finishing with hugs at subway. I thank God for all the love. Love messages from sweet friends. Not far from my LOVE goal. Only waiting a special love one coming up pretty soon!