praying partner

Even though relationship doesn't work out, I feel blessed I got this prayer partner. Ideally, we pray according to psalm once a week. It s not easy to continue due to mood, work stuff, etc. However, we got gear up after each prayer. God is so real and he is so listen to our prayer. I am glad to do it because I really need it. Lately, I've been sinking into cyber again. Only this time is different that deep down there is a voice saying no to it. I ve been bad temper, refusing phone call and meet up, skipping classes even job. But then the other way is grabbing me with this church volunteer work, gathering and prayer plus sweet angels connection with me. Where else can I go? God please lead me to right track so I won't shame you. Because without you, I can do nothing!