Thursday, December 13, 2007

Dear Lord, I am also your lovely daughter. I love you, want to know more about you and I am ready to serve you. Also, I am lonely most of the time. Please do not forget me and be sure to bring in my husband soon. I am sure with his spiritual support and companionship, I will grow up faster and stronger. I wish to walk with him hand in hand in your way. Thanks in advance. with love

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Marriage is a double face jerk

The singles, crazy for marriage. They would give up everything for jump into marriage as soon as possible. Paying a fortune for mating service, losing dignity to please the partner, women living in a torturing life to keep in shape so as to attract men. In other hand, married couples, so regret for their decision. Losing freedom, tired of compromising, unhealthy problem kids ruinning everyone's lives.

Frankly, I don't have courage get involve in relationship. The marriage of my parents. No love at all. All about money, selfish and negotiation. No pity at all to a 70+ husband. Never once control her temper to at least give one day break to him. All he asks for is peace and calm and he's giving everything for it. Even that, she takes everything for granted and torture everyone around her. No repent! It's a terrible marriage example I grow up from. Will I be able to have a fortune marraige my own?

I feel bad to see dad suffering like this but I can do nothing. I blame myself and hopeless. God, please do not let her hurt anyone again. Show her how it feel for what she did to others. Please save them all!