Before sunrise and After sunset, films that break your heart. A condensed relationship of 2 different days, does it make no different from regular relationship? Does it accelerate the feeling? Will it become life time? A relationship with more truth and less lies? More happiness less blaming? Does time really matter to love? Passion is not love? Are we all so willing to cheat ourselves for love? Is the love real on a roadtrip? Why is my heart so freeze when I watched the morning scene, same old places last nite but empty now. Isn't that the feeling of a face or body you got so familiar with for years but now just an empty soul to you? It's too cruel for me to stand it or even think a second about it!

Families are people who won't hate you forever.
Friends are those know you but still love you.
Wealth is not the goal of life, it's the entrance of a real life.
Love is level of willingness to sacrifice.
Sadness is a state of mind.
Travel is a good excuse of escaping.
Movie is the desire of not being oneself.
Children are adults with no fear and regret.
Fashions is a game playing by a group of cynical people.
Autumn is best friend of loneliness.
One's death is the beginning of other's life.

No movtive to go out. Yesterday force myself to bible study. Almost burst out when singing praise with I don't know what reason. Am I just lonely? Am I feeling sorry about myself? Am I suffering from my own sin? Or do I get too frustrated in searching? My mood graph is exactly same as the stock market today. Deep drop to the bottom and hanging there for few days already. Really need to cheer myself up and get back to shape.