Feel romantic! Summer is coming - a season for love. Meeting lovely kids everyday, "how about getting my own", I thought. It is totally compulsive, for I know I ain't prepare for that, yet! However, desire and ability don't always come together. Like love a dress but no money. Like want to marry Brad but not Angelina. Like I always dream of buying a village and have all my family and friends live in and have fun and gathering everyday, like the Italian super huge family. But... aiya! Where am I going to... Anyway, I guess the hormone is calling again. Kids are cute and straigh forward that I have a lot to learn from. They like me too, I guess it's because I am one of them.

Cozy Saturday Night

It's a cozy Saturday night. Sister came to my place. I cook shrimp and corn pork for her. We chat fo hours. I thanks God for opening our heart to share. It's almost the first time she shared with me and consulted my opinion. I felt like we are sister that I have always long for. Meanwhile, I was also happy for her opening up which is a healthy gesture. I am really glad, plus we together look at the testimony and baptism photo from little sister in the States. We halleluja! I rejoice for having her fed full, able to let her sleep at my place. I thanks for the things I have and can share with the one I love. We pray for an hour. Tired yet powerful. My home became a real home since then. It was magic. I worry about her a little but thanks God for taking care of her any second.

What I love about Teaching So Far

When students told me I am the prettiest teacher at school, I found acceptance and love.

When I saw a mother brought her kid to school who kept crying until mother kissed her on her mouth, I learn tears are not always pity.

When I am having music lessons with my P2 class and hearing them singing, I hear the voice of angels.

I have never been so looking forward to lunch time ever because kids are waiting for me to sing grace with them.

When they so wanted to tell me their little story and gossip, I don't know where come my extra patient that I never had.

When I saw their little face getting so serious as they are in the test, my heart broke.

When I walked around the campus, I saw my hidden childhood, once pity, now being healed. God is touching my wound and make me feel much better. Feeling was complicated but getting more and more simple and crystal clear.

Yuen Nam Short Trip

Coming back from YuenNam Trip, very inspiring. Because of the long talk with the managing director of the organization. Because of the foreign gospeller who showed his love to the poor and children. Because of the many special care from God in our trip we can see. Because of seeing my best friend serving God with her gift from the above. Because of daddy taking care of Monster so I have nothing to worry about out there. Because of the new challenge of teaching at my own primary school when I am back. Only a temp post but excit me so much. A lot to learn from starting tomorrow. I feel so honor to be able to be a part of it.

Temp teaching post

Got a temp teaching offer at my own primary school. It was kind of exciting and amazed. Never went back since 12 years old. There, I knew about God for the first time. I will see old teachers and old high school classmates. Teaching P2 kids music and chinese, I feel a bit nervous, a bit happy and look forward to it. Plus I have to get up at 6 every morning. Aiya! Will I be able to do that? When I was in primary school, I had a record of late for 22 times a term. I must not create this record as a teacher. Aiya it's a real challenge to me but am happy to do that. Especially I do think God will lead me on the way.